today...
i want to say it to you...
so much, so badly...that it is kinda hard for me to contain it inside...
you know what i mean???


Gosh ! seriously... just take good care of yourself, PLEASE...

KaRMa

i've officially registered for my final year as a medical student..
i''ll be starting ObGyn posting tomorrow...

Feeling : scared, lost, unprepared

i've manage to learn 3 lessons for future use :
1. never ever say something that u don't wish to happen out loud
2. karma do happen in life, at times when u least expect it
3. there are nothing 'black and white' in this cruel world


p/s : empat sekawan sedihnye kite dah tak satu group dah....

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!

CuStArD CaRaMeL

My mum send me an email today, she said...

Friendship are like our eyes and hands,
at times when our hand get cut, our eyes will cry and
at times when our eyes cry, our hands will swipe all the tears away

SaDnEsS

Today must have been like the worst day of my holiday ever!!!

last night pizza that i ate for breakfast was such a BIG MISTAKE.
that call that i had for lunch was the most HURTFUL phone call that i ever had!!!!!!
and i seriously feel the regrouping of the class is so UNNECESSARY.

the only thing that i'm so thankful for right now are for the fact that i manage to hangout with my two bestie today.

far juara bowling kite!!!

siape yg ckp tak nak karaoke tadi???

thank you for giving me something to smile about. ugys are one of my best medicine ever =)

p/s : i tried to be okay, but really hate it.

gReEN tEA

one day, i'll need somebody for me to love and care for. somebody that will hold me while i cry after a long hard day. somebody to pour my thoughts, opinion and feelings to. somebody to share every bits of every second of my life with. somebody that will never make me feel insecure and know how to blow away my insecurities and make me feel safe. somebody i can trust and love wholeheartedly and of whom i know will trust and love me wholeheartedly too. somebody that will never make me cry or break my heart. somebody who is not selfish and i know will think of me just as much as they think bout themselves. somebody that can be my fair and bad weather friend. somebody i know i can count on no matter how hard things may get.

until that day come... i'm glad that i still have the chance to choose and find that somebody that will be the one for me.

BuBbyE JuNe, heLLo JuLy

26th - 28th June

sending my dear adik to Sg.Petani, Kedah. totally bailed myself from Prof. KY CCU round that friday. i have a feeling that i'm gonna be facing the consequences soon. pray for me my dear friends.

i think UiTM Merbok, Sg Petani was a nice place to study despite the smell of burnt latex that will come penetrating your nostrils in early morning and late evening( i really hope that air freshener works adik). but otherwise, it was nice...very different from what i imagine it would be. it looks brand new...eventho its already 10 years since they built it (if i'm not mistaken). plus, it is 15 minutes drive from the town. i guess it wouldn't be such a bad thg if i do a houseman ship there since the hospital looks new too...but i would prefer to be doing it some where closer to home ( i mmg manja =D). so, i seriously hope my parents won't pray for me to go there like they have proposed = s

so, good luck adik and all the best!!!! i'll be missing you so much!!!!!! actually, i'm already missing you...tlc..XOXOXO

29th June

thanks to the disruption of electricity we manage to drag these two to Alamanda to watch Transformers. but since it was fully booked we watch Night at the Museum instead for a good laugh..huhu seriously missed hanging out with ugys, we should do it more often, adik would have love to be there too..

syafi'in (my brother) and ikhwan (cousin)

30th June

was a special one...i watch Transformers. the day was perfect from the beginning till the end. it start of with a perfect wake up call, perfect timing, perfect meal, perfect dessert, perfect sitting in the movie, and what can be more perfect than knowing that i passed all my exams as the ending. Plus, i had the perfect company...had a really nice time with you bestie..hope to hangout again soon. Good luck, all the best n take care...

I'm gonna be a final year student in July!! yay!!
~~~scary~~~
happy holiday peeps ;p