I'm Married!

Do you believe in destiny? Orang kata, jika kita sayangkan sesuatu let it go, and if it come back to you that means its yours, if it doesnt that thing is not yours to begin with.

Who would have thought? Maybe some people would say, everybody predicted it Fie, not much of a shock. Truthfully to me, it is still a shock... And yes, I think only after a month that fact started to dawn on me. Hazim is my husband.

From that moment when I asked him repeatedly "Are we just friends?" until he finally confess, till the day he said "Aku terima nikahnya" when everybody else is so used to the idea of us being together. I still cant believe he is mine. That he actually said I love you, Will you marry me?. Often, because of this I guess I pushed him away, cz the idea sometimes felt alien to me. Silly me. But that is just how I feel. 

Sometimes I wonder how things in life happened. Especially when my mind kept on getting a glimpse of that June in 2010 and then I'm married. Felt surreal truthfully, still is. 

So to Hazim, I don't know if you understand how I feel. But for us to get to this point now I think you know how difficult it is. It had taught  me a lot of patience, perseverance and most of all FAITH in Allah swt. Our union, this time it was all in His wills. And I am utterly grateful that you are mine, that a perfect person like you would choose me the most imperfect person. I'm lucky to have you. You are the most caring, thoughtful, loving, understanding, selfless person I know. I LOVE YOU. 

Photography by : Project2pi

10 April 2011

So as we all know I went to Bruno Mars concert last Sunday. It was really amazing. He is really a talented artist. He know how to get his audience moving. Truthfully, it was a really lively concert. I had a great fun! Hope to  go to his concert again if he ever come back to Malaysia ^^v

 the crowd waiting for Mr. Bruno

Bruno Mars!!! (this is the best pic I have of him, darn!! I'm so short!!)

and..I'm glad to be spending it with my amazing bestfriend

* favorite moment*

I have to say...my favorite moment of the night was when Bruno sang "Count on me". Something about it kinda touch my soul you know, maybe the lyrics really meant something to me. And when he was singing it, the whole hall was singing it together with him putting their hands in the air swaying to the beautiful melody. Like the song actually feel like something living, something so real. What's make it more beautiful I guess was because I was standing there with my bestfriend, and "Count on me" are like our friendship song. So standing there with him just make it feel so much more meaningful than it is to anybody else I think. Like we are dedicating the song to each other. I almost feel like saying "Bestfriends forever Hazim, BFFE always!!!!" Tho all of us know how i think about FOREVER right? Anyway, I think no words can really describe how meaningful and special that moment was to me. It is definitely gonna be that moment that you capture in your mind and live for as long as you want it to live. Yeah ! one of my most special moment indeed!!! =)

WHitE FlaG

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I am. I know that I dislike complicated stuff. Usually I will try my best to bury it six feet under as soon as possible. Maybe keeping this thing, having this thing inside me has been fluctuating my emotions. Truth is, by shutting down that part of me when I am with you. Don't you realize that you are splitting me into two person? Is that fair? Just so that u don't get stress up? You don't even wanna talk about it to make me feel better. I can't shut this forever, I can't stop talking bout it forever and I definitely can't pretend that I am okay and that I am happy whenever I am with you with another part of me shut deep inside a cupboard. Till when is it gonna be about you, what about me, what about what I want, what about what make me feel stress up? Do you think I am happy like this? I am not a very bright and shinny person. You may be right that my life is almost perfect. I don't have anythg to make me feel sad...yes, true all true...except for you. You make me sad. I won't lie to myself any longer. This is my blog. And if I can't say all of this to you. I have every right to be putting it up in my blog. You can be as complicated as you want. What would I care. You have put a label. That label is a line that I decide to follow. Whether you like it or not, this is me thinking rationally. Whatever happens, it is not on me anymore. I have done everythg that I could think off for you. So now...I am telling you that I have surrender.

SticKy CaNdy

A day out in a mall...away from hectic aura of the college and hospital (^^)v

this is UiTM Faculty of Medicine College in Selayang ~ the one yg nampak cam flying saucer tulah cafe yg i ckp cafe UFO tu =)

This is a story about 2 girls who...well trying to avoid studying n class...so they decided to go to a mall. *For what?* For what you asked??? Its a M.A.L.L.!!! Do we need a reason??? Ngeh..ngeh..ngeh...(tetiba emo tak tentu pasal)

So anyways, bermulalah pengembaraan dua sekawan itu di sebuah pusat membeli-belah yang dinamakan One Utama. Setibanya mereka disana...mereka pergi ke *cut scene*. (Maaf, babak itu terpaksa di cut atas sebab2 confidentiality ;p). Lepas tu, diorang pergi jalan2 tgk kasut, mekap, baju (eh...adakah?) dan makan-makan. *Makan ape?* hmm...makan sandwich and cookies kat Subway and some Korean satay..sedapp...first time makan satay harga RM5.00 with BBQ sauce and mustard...heh (^o^)

Gerai Makanan Korea

 

Satay yang dipanggang 

 

dah siap utk dimakan! 

Pastukan...pastukan...*melompat keriangan* (nilah part yg paling interesting dalam adventure kitorang) we go and visit this new candy shop called STICKY!!! (-_-"). Nak tahu apa yg menarik sgt pasal candy shop sticky nie??? Its nice because they sell handmade candy and what's so interesting was that we got the opportunity to watch how they did it! (darn!! i should have brought my camera along that day!) *menyesal*. So dua sekawan ni pun akhirnya end up duduk depan cermin kedai candy tu tak berkelip2 dari mula sampai habis proses membuat candy. Disebabkan tidak membawa camera...hanya dapat amik gambar guna phone je, dan sangatlah hampeh gambarnye..hehe

 

mengguli gula ~ penat woo *abg tu kata*

 

sampel candy yg di jual

~TAMMAT~

UnCLe KraCkEr

Dedicating this song to all the special people in my life that has been there for me

through every sadness and every happiness

(you know who you are)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

for

MAKING ME SMILE =)

p/s : i'll try my best not to dissapoint you, i promise...

JeNny's BiRtHday!

Happy Birthday Jenny!!!!!

26th October 2009

Wish that you'll have a great birthday!!!

May that new number bring you a lot of LOVE, LUCK, LUXURY and LAUGHTER.

May Allah s.w.t bless u always.

p/s : makcik, love u always. blaja rajin2!!! Best friend forEVER and EVER and EVER!!!!!

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