Okay so my day don't start off so good. Ntahla...I just feel so lonely la in this department. The log book is so freaking complicated. I'm tagging alone. SUCKS !!! Big time. I still feel like I'm missing Surgery and the familiar faces. I'm missing Doink more and more....I miss to have him pick me up from work on my first day of tagging...listen to me rant and cry and tell me all the good thgs that he have experience in that posting....and I'll go back tired, slightly frustrated but looking forward to everyday.....cz at the end of the day...he is there for me, always. And he will try his best to cheer me up.
Today, I am eating my cold dinner alone and its raining outside. I wish soooo hard that I have his company now...maybe running away to Penang wasn't such a BAD idea...Gahhh!!! this feeling is killing me...
Anyhoot....just few minutes before I headed back home. I was helping my friend to hold a baby so that they could take his blood. The baby was crying and so it became difficult for us to aspirate his blood. Then I put my little finger *its clean ok, i wash it before I touch the baby* and the baby suck it playfully...and that miraculously make me smile. That baby made my day.... =)
