Ok yeah, I've change everything... Just dont feel like myself lately. Like everything that I really feel, I just have to keep it inside. Cause I can't say it out loud as people will take it the wrong way. I just don't want by blog post to be hurtful to people, same applies to my facebook posts/status, twitter etc etc etc. But, sometimes without you realize in order to spare other people's feeling, you are the one end up getting hurt and lose yourself in the process. That's what has happen to me, fear of writing just because I don't want people to misinterpret me. Little did I realize that this is my blog, it is my right and people should respect it.
I just really need sometime to clear my head up. I need to go find myself. Find what really matter to me, cause nothing is...or seem like worth to matter. Time, yes...time is all I need, if only I was that lucky
