Actually...I sangat takde mood yesterday. Ntahla...just stressed out kot. I don't know how to tell my sister that I won't be coming home for the holiday. Time is running up, and I am still not at my full speed yet. I am seriously WORRIED. Haritu the Dean was talking about there's only one PRO examination that matters...whether you pass or you fail. I tak tahu la...I am really scared I think. These 2 days, I just can't take it anymore that I just sleep. Thank goodness ade study group, if not langsung takde input. I have to be stronger... I KNOW...but now I am really wishing for another body, or that I can make a concoction out of a book and drink the essence and miraculously have all the facts saturated in my brain. Haha...yeah I can only dream...
And then...lagi bertambah bosan bila Parkinson case yang I and Farah dah planned to examine tu balik, haihh rosak plan...Then, bile pergi kat Case Eisenmanger tu pulak, tak dapat examine betul2 cause ramai sgt org...huhu sedihh betul! Not to mention lah kan our class with Dato' dah ke-tiga kali tunda. Dah prepare for ward round 3 days in a row tau...uwaaa!!! Dahla all my patient stock yg tak boleh cakap punye!! Huhu...nanti dah jadi HO mcm Hazim lagi lah every day kene prepare ward round, cover 20-30 patient per day...uhh DASYAT btol!!! Nie baru 4 patient dah rase tersangat la burden...hmm maybe if preparation yg membuahkan hasil takla tension sgt kot. I dunno how Hazim and other doctors did it...Haihh...So, after a very uneventful morning, I went out wif Emilia and Farah makan McD. I noe I should not support JEWS...but, its really been a while and kesian kot kat pekerja2 McD yg Muslim tu...diorang pun nak cari mkn...if semua McD tutup kan kesian kat diorang...hikhik alasan! Okay I pun happy la dapat mkn Big N' Tasty after so long...yum yum (>_<). Then, I spend an evening karaoke'ing in the room with Jana to Lady Gaga and Ke$ha, I sort of recover a bit...ngeh3x....rah rah ah ah ah..we should really do that again next time. It was so much fun!.
I also found out that next week, we are gonna have that talk my Malaysia Medical Council (MMC) for housemanship placement!!! I duno here to go!!!! Uwaaa....if only things are a little bit easier. Anyway, I better go and study smthing now...pukul satu nanti nak pergi senior I punye wedding. Excited sangat nak tengok wedding, ntahla for some reason I love wedding, cause everything look nice there...even the guys always look like a descent guy to marry...heh, umm u know what I mean. Kla, hit chat more later...Cya!!
p/s I love library and BOOKS!!! ahaha NERD...
