I am not allowed to break down in here...i've promised my self not to. But now, I am really torn. I dunno wats gud for me anymore. Ya Allah...bantulah hamba mu ini memilih.....sesungguhnya aku tidak tahu apa yg terbaik utkku.....
22nd March........wait up for a second will ya. I am not ready to filled up this form yet. I duno wat to do. I dunno where to go. I.....I just wana run away.....why must I make a decision. I dun want to.....I am not ready.....
Ah! Why is it so hard??? Logic go away......instinct quiet down for a second, memories please stop flashing those videos....and yeah turn the speaker out too......leave me alone. I need silence......its time to weigh what best for my future.....Ya Allah, please help me.....yes, i need your guidance my dear God T_T
