31 October 2010

the TRUTH is

dragon ball ada 7 biji semua nya.....hahahhahaha

hrmmm no no.....the truth is...
i'm damaged...
i'm scared to love....i'm scared of guys...
i dun trust guys easily nor i have hope on guys...
any invitation for a date...i take it as a joke, any flirtation and even proposal also has been taken as a joke..
any compliment was only seen by smthg nice ppl say to be nice...or as a sweetener to a conversation...
i'm not kidding in saying that i dun trust in love, i dun trust in forever....seryesly i'm not...
i'm not McDreamy Fairytale anymore.....i am real.....forever is just a word, just like love, care, sorry...all can be thrown away like its nothg....i've seen it happen...so yeah, none of those are real....

LOVE....if it ever wants to get back into my life, it have to regain my TRUST....