It's time for the new year...2011 is here. Let's just sum up everything that has happen in 2010. I have to say that 2010 has been a great year for me....despite all the tears, all the hurt, pain, hardship that I've gone through...I have to say that I've managed to find joy in the end. I am trully blessed by Allah s.w.t. I am surrounded by people who love me...Thinking of what has happen, I still can't let it go...the hurt, the pain....it is still fresh in my mind . Never I want to feel that way again. Never I want to let my self be that vulnerable again. 2010 has really thought me a lot....how to be mature, how to live independently, how to accept responsibility that I am not ready to carry....I think 2010 has really thought me about maturity. About how to appreciate life, take it as it comes.....love every single day that you are blessed with. Cause nothing last forever......so we should appreciate it while it lasts...I have no regrets in 2010. I am proud to who I've become. I have to say...that now...life seems almost perfect, i'm happy....i feel blessed...no more emptiness. Maybe some call this a feeling of contentment...i dunno....maybe it is... But I also realized that this feeling, this state...it won't last forever....so for now....i'm just hoping to live this moment a little while longer....
For once, I think I have no unfulfilled resolutions..so its time to just make new ones
1. To be a better servant to Allah swt
2. To be a better daughter, sister, friend, doctor and person...
3. To find my self that special someone....if Allah swt wills it... I think the time feels right already...
4. To be able to fly thru all of my posting smoothly
5. To take better care of my health n savings...
Hoping for all the good things in 2011....May Happiness be mine =)
