Fie... hows life?? Life is freaking pathetic lately....Seriously patthetic. Life is okay. Doink is busy playing PS3 game 24/7, and I feel so annoyed with that game..tho I am the one who bought him the game in the first place. Whateverlah...I have promised myself to be very understanding bout his game mania, and saying all this doesn't mean that I don't understand. I do, but I seriously thk its a little too much lahh.... seriously too much. Basicly erasing my mood to talk to him about anything. Seriously hating myself for saying all this, I know I look like this not understanding bitch who have problem with her boyfriend playing video games. I know how this looks kay, and I seriously hate this kinda girl. I don't expect him to stop playing game and talk to me pun, but even so...even when he's not playing game I've to make way for him to start playing game...I actually talk "talk" things to other people more than to him kot...haihh sedihla...i just missed him...
And I am seriously hating my computer right now ( D please don't you dare shutting down on me, I wouldn't hesitate in throwing you into the river) I seriously in need of a new laptop. But I just can't afford a laptop now... arghhh!!! not nice feeling to have. Why must the pencuri curi my laptop and all of my memories. Seriously, I hope one day he will know how it feels to be me... I seriously need my laptop more than anythg now. I really need it that I feel so pissed off, so given up on it that it kept on shutting down on me. Gosh, yla I am having hatred towards machines nie...this is too unhealthy. -.-
Btw, I think I might be having this LOVE-HATE kinda relationship with Peads. I think this department is so freaking complicated. The log book, the schedule totally not organized, they are treating us like children, the leave is so freakingly hard to apply, and we are not short of people, we are among the department who have large number of people. But they kept on not letting the first posting to do loads of thing. Man! When are they goin to learn???? I duno la, as much as I think it is freaking complicated...I kinda enjoy working here, I love those kids. No matter how much they made your life miserable, not wanting to take ORS, not wanting to drink or eat, difficult line settings, blood taking, all the struggling and long hours in treatment room with them shouting on top of their lungs in your ear... the end of the day, they will give you this cutest smile, and that is somehow enough to send you back smiling.
FYI.... Jen, Mimi and Mira just climb up Mount Kinabalu which I think is so damn Awesome!!! I seriously feel very envious towards this...I should be a part of that you know. I should, but maybe the time isn't right. But that's the thing...if you don't make time, you'll never find it for anythg at all...I feel so totally proud and happy for my friends. Wish one day I can climb up that mountain too..InsyaAllah....
Anyway, I think that is all for now...
My life really need an emergency makeover.....
