Today, I just wana say TRUST is something that is hard to gain. Once lost, it is harder to retrieve it. Anybody like to defer?
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Anyway, I feel so bad tak jumpa Jen langsung during her one week in Malaysia. Maybe I have become a bad best friend. I am so sorry hunn...you know that I love you kan?. I do hope 'that' country will treat you better, tho I doubt it.
My mood to blog nowadays is not really there...feel so transparent every time I try to type something. Maybe that is why all of my posts has ended as drafts lately...Kinda feel like I wana be detached from everything for awhile. Nothing felt real any more....nothing felt like it matters. Maybe I just wana hide in this safe shell concentrating on the only thing that matter at the moment.
