i was only looking for a shortcut home
but it's complicated, so complicated
somewhere in this city
is a road i know where
we could make it
but maybe there's no making it now
too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive
it's water under the bridge
you said it, i get it
i guess it is what it is
i was only trying to bury the pain
but i made you cry
and i can't stop the crying
was only trying to save me
but i lost you again
now there's only lying
wish i could say it's only me
too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive
it's water under the bridge
you said it, i get it i
guess it is what it i
here it comes ready or not
we both found out
it's not how we thought that it would be, how it would be
if the time could turn us around
what once was lost
may be found for you and me, for you and me
too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive it's water under the bridge \
you said it, i get it
i guess it is what it is
i was only looking for a shortcut home
but it's complicated so complicated
~lifehouse
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Dear you,
I lied, I am not over you. I can't stop hoping. I miss you. I miss talking to you about everything. I thought I am fine without you. I thought that I will be okay...maybe I will. But at times, I will remember those memories and I just can't let it go. Is it true? You are into her? Is she better than me. Cause I still remember you in everything I do. I noe I sound pathetic....I sounded like all of the girls that I despised...I am pathetic and lame. But can I just be that girl tonite? I can't be strong all the time. I deserved to let my sorrow out evry once in a while, right?. Tomorrow I will be strong, tomorrow I'll try to be okay. Just so you know....I am trying, to get over you, to stop missing you...to stop caring so much. But it is not that easy.....I guess certain thgs just be a part of who we are. Whatever it is, I always wish for the best things in life for you....thank you for being a part of me. ILY
