Yes, I've managed to reached 23 years of my life at 11.03am on December, 17 2009. Truth is, i always imagine my 23 self to be settled, well sorta like elegant woman, have my future figured out, calm, focus, stable, wise and mature....but sadly i am none of the above. I am cranky, i got mood swings, my stress level can go high and low within minutes, I am still struggling to figure out life, to be loved, planning my future and everything just seem like a dark road full of haze. The only thing that keep me moving is that, the blessings that I have from the people who really care about me. They are like a lantern that I have, they kept me warm when it gets cold and shine my dark path. The path that I am currently walking on, I don't know where will it leads me, what awaits along this path. Till today, I've fallen into so many holes and step onto so many thorns. But always, I'll find that bright light, or a newly bloom flowers and they made me smile and laugh again. So, I guess life isn't so bad right. A person once told me that "you've got to go through the bad stuff to appreciate the good stuff". Well, maybe those things I imagine are a bit out of reached at this age...cause at 23, adult life are just starting, I still have time to figure everything out, and everything will turn out just fine, one day...InsyaAllah.
Since this new number came together with our Islamic Year celebration, it is only proper to say that I wanna be a better muslim and a better person this year....I've said this thing every year, but nothing seem to really change. Well, I guess, change are always up to us. We are the one that have to power up and change ourself. More action and less talk right. I gotta set my mind and focus. Seeing how hard my seniors work in their housemanship, I know that this is really serious business. We are dealing with people lives. They are our responsibility and shame on us for signing up for this but did not prepare ourself. Well, I don't know why I am blogging about this cz this pep-talk are actually just meant for myself. Maybe cause typing it down seems less crazy than talking to my self. Anyway, I wana take this chance to wish you guys
SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1431
MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALWAYS
Million thanks to the people who wishes me on my birthday. Thanks to Sakinah and Hanis for blogging about it, you girls are the sweetest. Thanks to my housemates for throwing me a surprise party, and giving my hair an icing cream SPA, love you guys sangat >_<. Far and Akmal for throwing me an advance birthday party. Zatil, for such unique present, seriously I still tak kluar kan present tu from kotak lagi cz sayang nak guna. Everyone for the lovely presents. And last but not least thanks to my best friend Hazim for making me have a great birthday despite your busy days.
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD! =)
