Looking at my juniors...truthfully, it reminded me a lot about the past. About how I was at that time goin thru wat I gone thru, who I was. Mostly the emotional event. Seriously, I am not proud about it at all. I was vulnerable, fragile, too naive and too weak. I let my feelings get the better of me. I hurt myself in ways I don't ever wana feel again. Knowing that, looking at me now and how I handle things, how I really feel about things. Something definitely have change. I certainly love my self more. I certainly feel more content with myself. I certainly more comfortable being in my own shoe and I certainly have more faith in me. Which knowing who I used to, I have to say this is pretty amazing...and that is why I am proud of myself ;)
oh yes! even if it is an international disgrace....I have to say this cz I deserved this plus I need to remember how it feels like for future reference just in case I forgot.
p/s : everythg just feel soo right at this very moment, if only I can freeze time. My only wish is for this to lasts and let me just live this dream forever....
