Kadang2 tu rase macam senangnya hati ni berubah2, macam ROLLERCOASTER flopping UP and DOWN ikut sesuka hati je. Sebenarnya, dalam kecelaruan hati ni...rasenya I tahu je what is the PROBLEM with me. But, I memang tak boleh nak get to the bottom of it. Plus, i pun tak nak too persistant sangat cakap pasal benda ni because I pun tahu benda ni sangat2 lah TAK PENTING sekarang. Nak cakap, everything memang sangat2lah okay je buat mase sekarang ni. Tak ade apa2 pun yang nak mengusarkan hati. Tapi, kadangkala tu memang tak boleh tahanlah. I tak boleh nak sabar. I just nak tahu. Seriously, what is WRONG with me? Banyak kali juga dah ingatkan diri ni, tapi sometimes I just can't lie to myself anymore. I just gotta be HONEST. But I know it is probably NOT THE RIGHT TIME or maybe I am taking it all the WRONG way. But I dunno WHICH ONE is the RIGHT way. My petunjuk arah is DEFYING me. T_T
saya nak, tapi saya tak nak jika kamu tak nak, jadi kamu nak tak?
