22 November 2009

TrUtH iS....




I've been having a very hard time to write an entry nowadays....i dunno why. Maybe my brain has become jammed with all of the thinking that I've been doing. Its not that I dun have anythg to write or anythg to tell. But everytime I sat in front of this monitor, my head went blank. I dun want to write things that I feel like letting out but would be misinterpreted by somebody. Yea, itu adalah bahaya blog entry. Readers will think that every single thg that is written matters. 


Sometimes, it is only an act of impulse. Sometimes it is just something that has been playing around a confused mind. Sometimes merely it is somethg that the blogger wrote to well....so that they won't have to think about it. Sometimes it is not even slightly related to the blogger at all. Sometimes it is even a lie. Sometimes well...let just say, wen it comes to blog entry, u'll never know or understand just by reading it....haihh mmg asyik rase nak mengeluh! -_________-"


This week, of all week in November has  to be the most TERRIBLE, HORRIFIC, SAD week ever!!!! I think I've damaged something that I really treasure  and love VERY BADLY. GAWD!!!! ALERT!!!ALERT!!! CHANGE OF TOPIC. CHANGE OF TOPIC. NO, I DUN WANNA TALK BOUT THIS. But, this feeling of you  being distance....arghhh!!! I hate it. HATE IT. I hope it is only my imagination. My delusional feeling. SLEEP. Tomorrow is gonna be a new day....


p/s : i really do miss u...miss everything about you, miss talking to you like old time the MOST T_T