01 June 2010

it's JUNE and yes still no update....

do u remember that night? that night in november...where we both lose our trust on each other?? i was crying so hard....my vision was all blurred. i went searching for a tissue paper went your lock magnet fell and broke. do u remember, i sed... putting locks on a gate as a symbol of love is a cliche??? i still thk it is a cliche....when that magnet fell. what goes thru my mind was...love can easily be broken, no lock can keep it together if that 2 people who want to create love dun wana work in keeping it together....love cannot be symbolize by locks, buildings, tombs, fountain, rings, weddings or watever. it is only TRUE when that two ppl sincerely and happily WORK TOGETHER on keeping it alive thru all of the hardship, tears, pain, joy, and laughter and happiness....and only that can symbolize true love.

it was almost a year from that moment where i truly felt like u care. do u remember that conversation that we had? the one that u sed, i shud get married before my housemanship start bcz if i get married during housemanship...my face will all be tired and my eyes will be red from the oncalls and u dun wan me to have a tired looking face on my wedding. haha...i really thought it was me at that time. the one that u would choose. i guess now i'll never noe...i'm sorry thgs got this way. i'm sorry bad thgs happen to u. i'm sorry we lost wat we once had. looking at it now.....i still wanna say I LOVE YOU...as a friend or more than that, I am not really sure.  You hurt me pretty bad...and I am still scared. I hope things will get better in the future for you and for me together or separated. I just hope for the best for both of us. 

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gravity pulls and 
we fall from the clouds 
we prove to eachother 
that we're both human now 
the time that we spent 
trying to make sense 
of it all 

all that i'm asking for 
is that you need nothing more 
and nothing comes in between 
our love and it's fragile, see 
all that i'm asking for 
you're all that i'm asking for
 
now we walk together 
knowing where we've been 
knowing mistakes are being mistaken again 
it's in the past tense 
there is no making sense of it now 

all that i'm asking for 
is that you need nothing more 
and nothing comes in between 
our love and it's fragile, see 
all that i'm asking for 
you're all that i'm asking for 

in the still of your hands 
anything can happen now 
with every beat of my heart 
love speaks in silence 
in the still of your hands 
anything is possible 
with every beat of my heart 
the time that we spent 
trying to make sense, of it all 

all that i'm asking for 
is that you need nothing more 
and nothing comes in between 
our love and it's fragile, see 
all i'm asking for 
is that you need nothing more 
and nothing comes in between 
our love and it's fragile, see 

all that i'm asking for 
you're all that i'm asking for
*lifehouse*