MartiAn CrApy'nEsS

Seriously, if anyone wanna be free...they should just go to the MOON....and be happy floating around freely...

Author's Message :

so? what do you guys thinK about my new layout? yg nie je termampu... buat mase ni...InsyaAllah after PRO 3... I ubah cantik2 skit....huhu PEACE!

HAVE GREAT WEEK PEEPS!

(^^)V

DeMaM The Script!!! MaSyuKk

Currently, I am madly in LOVE with this band called 

: :  THE SCRIPT  : :

It all started when I was listening to Rick D's weekly top 40 on Hits.fm and they talk about this No. 1 Irish band in the UK. That was when I first listened to their single Break Even which really caught my interest. Then, my friend Fina told me about their single The Man Who Can't be Moved which is a really really  sweet song (^^)v. But, thanks to Faizal...NOW, I am seriously in LOVE with this band!!!!

I just cant stop listening to the album. 

The vocal are nice, the lyrics are just too deep and too meaningful for me not to fall madly in LOVE with them, the musics are catchy...and it is INDIE...huhuhu I am so in love with anythg Indie lately.

to those fresh brain who dunno who on earth The Script is check this video out!

This is my favorite song of the album, it is called Before the Worst. ENJOY!!

Entry ...

mood utk memblog mmg ade...tapi bila saja aku menatap 'Posting New Post' nie...otakku menjadi kaku...jari jemari pula seakan akan lumpuh...hmm aku hilang dalam membentuk kata-kata....


ahhh!! rase mahu karok yg amat!!!! 

Ehem Ehem Ehem....o_O

I've a CRUSH??? oh NO!!!!!!

this is not easy....at all...give strength...

Sweet Floral dressy

Ok guys, I know that I should be studying...but a girl will still be a girl and I've not done this in months! So save my soul!!! I LOVEEEE that beige dress with purple flowers!!! Uwaaaa nak tu! nak tu!...ahaha...Gosh! All this start because I was surfing through Zatil's blog for the new  Korean long cardigan la nie...huhuhu...Ade mane2 sugar daddy/mummy nak bli for me tak???? huhuhu...Kidding!

But seriously ugys, should check this website...I think, if you like floral stuff the dresses and skirts are so nice. I love it. You guys should check it out.

Link  link : http://www.thecutecloset.blogspot.com/

SaYa suKa AiSKriM PoToNG ^^v

Hello Readers,

Sorry that I've been very busy lately....this has been a great week. Although I am sad that 2 patients died this week, and they are all nice nice people. Seriously nice yang you akan rase sangat terharu tgk betapa baiknye diorang nie. If all patient are like this...takde lah rase tension sangat nak kerja. Hmm...ewahh cakap macam dah jadi doctor pulak...huhuhu ;). Anyhoot, Al-Fatihah to both arwah...may their soul be blessed by Allah.

Semalam Abg Exophtalmos told us that we'll be filling our housemanship form in March, and our interview will be on 19th of March. Tak lama lagi jer kan? I practically have one month to decide, so I better think carefully. Rase cam tak caya jer that I am almost at the end already. Feel so sad thinking that I am gonna be leaving this place, I'll miss my friends, I miss the lecturer....this place, this building, my room (^^)v. Our faculty are so nice, especially bangunan library yang baru siap tu. Rase teruja sangat nak study kat situ. I, Syuhada and Farah dah plan nak buat crime...ngeh3x ;). Hopefully sempatlah buat crime before kitorang abes blaja...hehe..

My days, are always tiring...my tido pun dah tak tentu. I sleep tak tentu mase, wake up at odd hours. I'll need a cup of Nescafe to stay awake in class in the morning. My coughing are still there but somehow this week it has lessen, so I am quite relief because the other day, I had epistaxis again....so I was pretty worried that my anxiety will induced my vasomotor rhinitis again. Hopefully not!. I've even lost about 4kg...cause I have loss my appetite. But, I think I am calmer this week as my heart feels lighter...so I can focus better. Which is good, and I am really thankful to Allah for that. Oklah..I think that is all for now...have a great weekend peeps!!!

p/s : Anis, you dah tua!!! hahaha...btw, I thk ur boyfriend is a keeper ok. Jaga baik2 tau.Hopefully korang sampai ke jinjang pelamin. Doa-doa one day I jumpa somebody yang if not similar, more than your boyfriend love you!!! Ahaks!! ;p

p/p/s : CABG is not cabbage ok!! haha..good one Adham, even Prof don't get the joke..heheh -____-"

Aku pilih derita...

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu....

- Derita Merindu ~ Ahli Fiqir

Rahmat buatku

Alhamdullilah....Allah masih sayang kan ku....

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Today, I just wana say TRUST is something that is hard to gain. Once lost, it is harder to retrieve it. Anybody like to defer?

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Anyway, I feel so bad tak jumpa Jen langsung during her one week in Malaysia. Maybe I have become a bad best friend. I am so sorry hunn...you know that I love you kan?. I do hope 'that' country will treat you better, tho I doubt it. 

My mood to blog nowadays is not really there...feel so transparent every time I try to type something. Maybe that is why all of my posts has ended as drafts lately...Kinda feel like I wana be detached from everything for awhile. Nothing felt real any more....nothing felt like it matters. Maybe I just wana hide in this safe shell concentrating on the only thing that matter at the moment. 

home at LAST

Yes!!! I am home!!! sekian terima kasih...byk benda nak buat hujung minggu nie. So I better not waste any time.To those that is free, have a nice weekend! 

Now...

There's so many things that I wish I could say. Why I act certain ways. Why I said what I say. What I really think about the current situation. What I want. What action that I wish to take or planned to take. But no... not this time...this time, silence is better. Everything that was left unspoken is what kept this peace. Nothing I feel about you have change. But this time, I am on my own. You made me realized that, and that is the best gift that you have given me, I can't thank you enough...

Is this a sign of...

As days passed by, As the clock goes  ticky-tickerty-tock,

The more I realized that I don't know a lot of thing, but the slower I tend to run. WHY???

... deterioration?

Do it Anyway

by Mother Teresa

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

     Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

     Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

     Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

     Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

     Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

     Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

     Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

     Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway…  

SethSummer

photo

Unrelated to anything. I just remembered the tv series that I used to watch sometime ago...The OC and I realized that Seth and Summer are my FAVOURITE tv couple EVER. They are just the SWEETEST thing. *\(^o^)/*

Away from Home

Okay, I know I know it has only been 17 days but I missed HOME. I miss nenek homecooked nasi lemak. I miss my bed, my pillow, my blanket, my superfast internet, the flat big screen monitor. And now, still...I can't go back cause I have class on Saturday. WHYY ME???? Okay, I am so manja I know...but I don't care =P


p/s : pics taken from www.weheartit.com

little things that we often took for granted

You know how i say the last time that 2009 is a bitter BITTER year? I wana take it back, because when I really think about it...actually 2009 gave me a great present. I found friendships and love in friends that truly care about me and always there to help me go through the bitter part without feeling so alone. No title need to be given to them, best friend, close friends, good friends....all are overrated. What really important is how they are always there for me, no reason needed. Just them, their shoulder, their ears, their comfort...and they have given me the greatest present...which is to get up and smile again. Thanks to that, I almost forgot what a great friends uguys are to me.

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Knock Knock...

Hello 2010!

Yes, I have been avoiding to write about you, SORRY. Acknowledging you is like accepting that I have less than 2 months of  awake time to sit for that 'MOST UNFAIR EXAMINATION' that our Dean has promised us 4 years and 5 months back when I was in Year 1 of my medical school and I am really REALLY terrified. Also, because it sort of mean that I have to come up with a 'New Year Resolution' and I couldn't even find my 2009 New Year Resolution, in which I think I've failed to accomplish almost 80% of its content. Now, I have to make a NEW ONE???. Where is the logic in that anyway??. 

So, I guess I really have to say this to myself before I am dragged again into the hole of self -pity and misery...

YOU ARE WHAT YOU DO AND NOT WHAT YOU SAY

so really

MORE ACTIONS AND LESS TALK!!!

My AZAM this year :

1. Be a better MUSLIM, DAUGHTER, SISTER, FRIEND and PERSON.

2. To me a more hardworking and a focus learner.

3. Pass Final Professional Exam with flying colours...kalau boleh nak dapat A jugak, cita-cita tu penting kan.

4. Be a good muslim doctor during my housemanship (insyaAllah..doa-doalah dapat jadi DR tahun nie)

5. Save more money for future expanses (since my duit slalu je habis sepanjang I student nie -___-")

Cukuplah 5...our Dean always say that 'You must always give 5 answer to anything' (^^)v. InsyaAllah...Allah s.w.t perkenankan semua doa-doa I and may all my plans works out well. Pasal jodoh tu, rasenye I'm happily single for now, kalau nak fikir pun tunda jela after PRO exam. LOVE is messy and people feelings often gets hurt, I dun need it, at least for now. So hopefully, shorter lists is more easier to achieve =)

2010 HERE I COME!!!!