Counting....

Seryesly...i feel like posting sumthg u noe...about the exam. bout life. but i just dun hv any idea on how to do it....it is 4 hours and 10 minutes to the result announcement. I am really scared....really really scared. I hope that  I'll be fine though....I just can't bare it any longer....this life...here. I just have to start a new chapter. There's nothing left for me here....I have got to move on. This heartache....it is very bad for health...

Life's a climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith..........InsyaAllah everything will turn out fine

exXxaMmmmmmm hmmm...

The strongest most influential spirit/motivation/drive is actually from yourself

*Why did I have to go thru painful cycles just to find out that all I need is positivity and faith from my own dear myself???*

Haiya!!! CHAIYOOKKKKK2!!!!!

final straw.....a few steps more.....hopefully i'm gonna make it.

FINAL

PROFESSIONAL

EXAM 

PRO3

T_T

u know, i actually really needed u right now. your voice of encouragement. i just missed it. but, if it has to be this way. if our battle have to be separated now. i will try to be strong. i'll fight this without you. i hope u will be strong without me too. just so u know, u are in my prayer always...my friend

Eenie Meenie Miney Mo

Something struck me after that annoying 'gulping' noice ur super annoying phone made.....
Everything that you say, it reminded me of something, and made me realize something...

....soOO scary...

...not to mention VERY stupid...

and it is definitely UNACCEPTABLE after all of the sadness you have put me through.

I have learn that....

....I have love you unconditionally....T_T

*I wish I could run away to another country*

In my prayer

When you care about somebody....you would want to protect them from any danger. You will try your best to make sure that they are safe....but there's really nothing much that you can do. Most of the time, you will feel hopeless and the only thing left for you to do is pray for them...hoping that Allah s.w.t will grant your prayer and take care of them for you.

I hope you dun have to face that monster. I just hope that you will always be safe and live a happy normal life. With or without me, I just hope you'll find the happiness you seek.