still no updates

the plan was....today, select pics and edit them to upload....then tomorow upload wif sakinah laptop. But I'm just too tired. Plus, sumbody reminds me that my heart was broken, smashed and being stepped upon....its painful and sad. Maybe things will never go anywhere. At least now...I've accept things. whatever happen it is for the best.

More updates in few days time....

Will try to catch up soon!

So many things to say...so many things has happened....but i've got no time to update. will try to update soon!!! in the mean time...i'm busy living my wonderful life. I'm truly blessed...Alhamdullilah...

To Zatil Adilah : hunn!!! a few days left to ur big day!! enjoy ur last few hours of single-hood to da maxXXxx. LOve ya girlfren!!!

You said it, I get it, I guess it is what it is...

i was only looking for a shortcut home 

but it's complicated, so complicated 

somewhere in this city 

is a road i know where 

we could make it 

but maybe there's no making it now 

too long we've been denying 

now we're both tired of trying 

we hit a wall and we can't get over it 

nothing to relive 

it's water under the bridge 

you said it, i get it 

i guess it is what it is 

i was only trying to bury the pain 

but i made you cry 

and i can't stop the crying 

was only trying to save me 

but i lost you again 

now there's only lying 

wish i could say it's only me 

too long we've been denying 

now we're both tired of trying 

we hit a wall and we can't get over it 

nothing to relive 

it's water under the bridge 

you said it, i get it i 

guess it is what it i 

here it comes ready or not 

we both found out 

it's not how we thought that it would be, how it would be 

if the time could turn us around 

what once was lost 

may be found for you and me, for you and me 

too long we've been denying 

now we're both tired of trying 

we hit a wall and we can't get over it 

nothing to relive it's water under the bridge \

you said it, i get it 

i guess it is what it is 

i was only looking for a shortcut home 

but it's complicated so complicated

~lifehouse

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Dear you,

I lied, I am not over you. I can't stop hoping. I miss you. I miss talking to you about everything. I thought I am fine without you. I thought that I will be okay...maybe I will. But at times, I will remember those memories and I just can't let it go. Is it true? You are into her? Is she better than me. Cause I still remember you in everything I do. I noe I sound pathetic....I sounded like all of the girls that I despised...I am pathetic and lame. But can I just be that girl tonite? I can't be strong all the time. I deserved to let my sorrow out evry once in a while, right?. Tomorrow I will be strong, tomorrow I'll try to be okay. Just so you know....I am trying, to get over you, to stop missing you...to stop caring so much. But it is not that easy.....I guess certain thgs just be a part of who we are. Whatever it is, I always wish for the best things in life for you....thank you for being a part of me. ILY

Amateur Transplant

I noe this is a bit overdue...but I dun rely have time to blog, and final is over and I am preparing for convocation....just totally forget about this video. Anyhoot, only now I think these 2 videos are funny...I guess this is the perks of finishing ur FINAL exam...hohoho...yeah i noe TBB ayat nie...enjoy!!! ;P

Walk the talk...please..

U need to know your priority in life, that is what my parents thought me. While buying things or doing things, you must always weigh the benefit, the need and desire. If that thing you could do it again next time, get it next time..or can be associated to 'NEXT TIME" in anyway it is clearly not a thing that you should prioritize. What's important... FAMILY. Yeah, family always come first. Then, close friends : best friends, people that matters.Organize yourself, time is limited....so i heard. When you PRIORITIZE, meaning you put it forward...no matter what happen, what comes, what people say...you know, that thing comes first no matter what. Like let say, a person important to you have this one in a life time event coming, you make time, especially if that person already give u a heads up a month before. Or let say you wanna have fun, but  your  house need a serious spring cleaning...you clean your house first, then go and have fun. Its not wrong at all...every body need a happy time, endorphin keeps you mentally healthy. When a friend comes telling you stuff about ur bestie, you ask your bestie first what really happen.....instead of jumping into conclusions. When your bestfriend is having a rough time, and you are out having fun with ur buddies, it wouldnt hurt just to hear ur bestie out for awhile instead of making ur bestie wait and solve the problem on her/his own. Or let say you are short of money, weighing between buying things for your love one that you know very important for her/him right now or your own need to spend it on your own leisure.....put your own need behind, we can postponed leisure for later. You see, the people who are easily hurt are the ones who loves you the most. Sadly, these people are the ones we often took for granted when they are the ones who really deserved your extra attention. Doesn't matter whether you are a parent, a child, a sibling, a grandparent, a teacher, a friend. Please... just know your priority....cause if you don't, you are in serious danger of losing trust, faith and respect of a person that is very important in your life. Though I know...we are all human, we can't runaway from mistakes.....but we often make mistakes only when we are not thinking things through...

Taking A high road

*its not wrong to stand in what you believe in*